haiz... so tired and sick of

im so so so tired la.

aiyoyo...

next week have to hand up 2 assignment d.

"gan jiong" la..

havent finish also.

how how how?

die lo.

haha no la, so easy to die meh?

wakaka... well, will do my best and leave the rest.

^^

not getting enough sleep lately.

so charm. but i gues everyone( psychology student) is also.

anyhow, hope everyone will NOT stressout

& keep up the good work.

^^

wa... so much to do and so little time.

there is so much going on lately.

but i will still have the time to do everything.

we always have time, just that we think not enough is due to the fact that we are slow or did not organise properly.

we always have time as long as we are alive. rite?

haha^^

well, i dun think thta busy is a good reason, infact, i think that it is an excuse.

oh well... people take for granted by using them to tell poeple to stay off.

how bad......

why people just cant be sincere and say, i dun feel like talking to u now

or i have thing to do but i will still pull out my time for you.

and then... dang dang dang dang.

you receive messeges saying, " im sry that i could not make it", ''can we meet another time"

" im not free now, got things to do"

rubbish.

eventhough i gt exam i also can take my time out to have a light chat with my friends.

why? because i use my heart to treat my friends and not the brain.

always not sincere or changing targets of friends.

so not good and fair.

huhuhu !.!

haiz

lately so fan and headache.

so unhappy lately.

how would you feel if ur friend din show up for twice when agreed and promise to meet.

if that was a guy how would you feel bout that if you were a gal.

already said wanted to tell him something important, still got acsueces.

whatever happen(not including of urgent matter) have to keep your promise and show up eventhough for awhile.

am i rite?

and if you have something to do, then tell earlier la.

dun wait untill people call you oni tell.

you think people very free a?

people arrange their time for you and end up what they get? lousy acsueces again!!

and things has been done never mind la, try to make it up for them lo.

not just say sorry can d lo.

who you think you are?

people trusted you and keep high hope of you showing up(scared bcoz last time din)

you just dun aprreciate what people do for you.

taking people for granted just like that doesnt take you anywhere close to be a friend.

and making people disaapointed for twice in a row.

saying sorry wont heal anything oso.

you dont know how important this is to me,

you oni cared bout yourself.

den fine.since your so selfish.

im not gona meet you again.

what kind of guy are you when you make a agal cry and dissapointed??!!

damn...

what a day... a celebration day and tired.

Because today have to sit for Counselling Skills' exam,
i studied until 3am yesterday.

then woke up at 6.30am today.
so tired and blurrr... =.="

anyhow, got up and get dressed.

then start to study again.

haiz, finaly, its over.

very tired now.

luckily got Kieve.

he tested me on the counselling skills.

then i remember clearly form him.

Thanks ya. ^^

owe u one.

haha.. ^^

after class, me and sim yee went to mid valley and brought "Big Apple" donuts for famliy.

haha, Valentine's day ma. ^^

so ma buy lo.

no one ask me out oso.

celebrate at home alone.
haiz. so pity.

but still got wishes from everybody saying :

" HaPpY vAlEnTiNe'S dAy "

To Someone I XXXX

You cared for me,

You make me laughed,

You liked me.

That was when i didn't know that i like you.

I miss you,

I was worried bout you,

I cry for you,

but you didn't know.

This is when i realise that i like you.

All was fine when i didn't know that i like you.

but all when wrong when i knew i like you.

Since that day, i wait, wait and wait.

but you didn't take the next step.

I am down and impatient,

because i like you, i care.

Now i stand, and try to get things done.

but what i get is disappointment.

So what i feel now is tired and pain.

is it? should it be that way or this way? answers anyone?

wondering and guessing make me sick.
what is so is so, what is not is not.

why can be not answered or not known or middle?

sometimes i think too much.

then i only do what is best for others and not myself.

i would try to understand their situation and give reason for them to hurt just so.

den i would try to forgive them by ignoring my own sadness in heart.

after awhile, the sadness cannot be repressed and it just floads up automaticaly.

then i hate myself being nice to others and not myself.

everytime oso like that.

not one time im selfish.

im actualy not prasing myself.

i am scolding myself.

having conflict.

and dunno why the angel side always win.

i think the thing is, i dun not dare to hurt anyone but myself.

haiz...

haha.. new year coming.. ^^

gong ci fa chai ^^ gong xi gong xi

haha.. so happy that chinese new year is coming.

so fast reach the month of febuary d.

haha... i was dieting lately last january.

but then when reach the month of febuary, cannot control that much ady..

haha, coz too much food to eat and functions to attend.

but nvm, i will still kepp track and remind myself to control.

^^

so happy that i success in diet for the 1st month.

i lost 3 kg in 3 wk. ^^

haha.. gambateh !!! go go go !! ^^

bt today i was abit sick with a running nose and heaty.

hopefully nothing start from tomorow. ^^

ok la, slpy d, nitezzz ^^