autuism

today i was so clumsy that i travel early to school for the tutorial class, which is told loudly that on the 1st week of school will not be needed to attend the tutorial classes.

haha..

how silly was i to realise that there is still 2 hrs more before the lecture starts.

^^ oh well.

then so i reach jaya one at around 11 stg and went to starbucks for a sit till class starts( 1pm)

i was so relax with the enviroment of starbucks

woth a cup of grande mango passion.

BUT eventualy my poket money was running out.

haha

due to the fact that i went to starbucks again after class at berjaya timesquare's border's .

this time i ordered a caramel coffeehot and a cake called NOIR.

if not mistaken its fill with black chocolate and cheese with a cookie in the middle.

at fisrt i went to the borders to look for my textbooks

but then i found autuism instate.

so i look futher to other more.

and took few books from that shelf

all was about autuism.

den i found one book quite interesting,

den i caught me for few hours of reading that book.

it said wat is autuism and how to know when one has autuism.

i had a projsct on disable children lately and i thought i might help me.

indeed it help.

know i know what is ASD,PDD & apraiser's.

mayb im slow but at least i know now.

^^

what a day.

2nd year

im about to enter a new begining of a new year in my academic.

im entering the 2nd year of my degree.

i hope to strive the very best of my and use my potential to the fullest.

i will promise myself tat i will work extremely hard my way.

mayb others cant see it, bt in the end, i will know wat i did.

working hard does mean i take off all my pleasure.

i am not a serious person, so if i tak off all out it, i will be psycho now.

haha

anyway, i will do it.

like wat i always say,

try my best and leave the rest.

^^

the future

the future?

why we are not surpose to know about the future?

why cant evrything be known b4 we act?

mayb u can say that if we were to know everything then there wont be surprises?

but wat if it is not surprises?

what if its a disaster?

what i see now is a world or gamble.

we have to trust stg that not sure.

stg that mayb it finaly turn out not being so.

bcoz the fate is unknown.

some se the future as bright as the sun.

some see the future as black as coal.

its so mysterious, unknown, not trust worthy and many more.

dont tell me tat its bcoz there is lack of confidence?

sometimesu just dont know wat happens tomoro.

even though u r the sultan of malaysia, the queen of england,

but still, the are still human being.

thats why they say oni the GOD knows.

haha..

what a way to say things.

to me, i think that just go with the wind, and direct it when it din go ur way.

be happy, thats up most important.

coz when u are happy, u dun mind to get a long turn back whenu make mistakes

when one is happy, they dun mind if others have bring trouble to them,

instate they are willing to help too,.

the world is never known.

even fate can be change.

the oni thing that stay permanent in this world is changing.

that is why the world is unknown.

LoVe

Today, i woke up and listen to some oldies.

Those songs are so passionat that it is all a bout love.

& now im so passionate to say things about love.

There are a wide division on how ppl see in love.

To me,

LoVe is a 4 letter words which represent one being cherish, appreciated, cared for, protected. & would never ever be hurt just as precious as life.

Knowing that it is the same lvl of importance as life has only one chance.

"Till death do us appart"

as said in the vow of marriage.

Just a simple LOVE represent such a lot of meaningful & sacred symbols in life that complete a person's life.

Many thought that being cared, being understanded, being love is teh most important thing in LOVE. that is why when problems arrives, many forget that being able to be with each other is the most treassured thing to own.

Then, many think that "he dont love me anymore, he had change, he is not the one i fall for.

In the end, they separate because of own assumtions and not letting the other to explain.

Because their doors to their heart has close,

there is no trust & faith in each other anymore

just because the FORGOT TO TRUST.

TOLERANCE,

therefore is the key to open the doors

being patient,empathy, & unconditonal positive regard.

Sometimes, as we get older, we tend to be realistic and we dont trust,even ourselves.

But things just some times needs a little faith in magic and luck.

Then, things will turn out a "happy ending" after all.

^^

REMEMBER TRUST AND TOLERANCE.

HaPpY hOlIdAyS... ^^

wakakaka...

im free... yeah!!

free from my exam

free from not enough sleep

free from stress

hahaah...

yeah!!

^^

i finaly can sleep untill wat time i wish.

do wat i want

watch movie la..

go shopping la..

go sing k la..

haha..

anything.

^^

i will enjoy although its a short holiday

coz my school starts on 26th of may

so...

anyway, i will enjoy while i can

hehe..

^^

so , i here wish everyone who is having holidays like me to have a wonderfull holiday

and those who are not having holidays will still enjoy their everyday life with the fullest excitment..

haha

^^

emotional unstable

haiz...
was under some emotional unstable.
long time din cry until so much ady..
very sad la..
din experience these much emotion in a long itme liao la..
suddenly get this kind of thing will die la..
haiz...
sad sad sad
think back of some bad memory of how i was being fool and trust some one so much and end up all lie.
haiz...
lie lie lie..
what is there to lie about?
i know im stupid to trust you, but why do you wana treat me like this?
dont i deserve better?
what did i did wrong that i wound have to have this kind of treatment?
haiz
men are strange, bad, and like to dont be responsible for their actions.
why?why can't ,men be men?
take girls for granted.
haiz, disapointed.
i know u may say not all guys are like this, but if u area men, what would u feel if that guys are not reaponsible?
shame?happy?it "should"?
i dunno la..
whatever la.