autuism

today i was so clumsy that i travel early to school for the tutorial class, which is told loudly that on the 1st week of school will not be needed to attend the tutorial classes.

haha..

how silly was i to realise that there is still 2 hrs more before the lecture starts.

^^ oh well.

then so i reach jaya one at around 11 stg and went to starbucks for a sit till class starts( 1pm)

i was so relax with the enviroment of starbucks

woth a cup of grande mango passion.

BUT eventualy my poket money was running out.

haha

due to the fact that i went to starbucks again after class at berjaya timesquare's border's .

this time i ordered a caramel coffeehot and a cake called NOIR.

if not mistaken its fill with black chocolate and cheese with a cookie in the middle.

at fisrt i went to the borders to look for my textbooks

but then i found autuism instate.

so i look futher to other more.

and took few books from that shelf

all was about autuism.

den i found one book quite interesting,

den i caught me for few hours of reading that book.

it said wat is autuism and how to know when one has autuism.

i had a projsct on disable children lately and i thought i might help me.

indeed it help.

know i know what is ASD,PDD & apraiser's.

mayb im slow but at least i know now.

^^

what a day.

2nd year

im about to enter a new begining of a new year in my academic.

im entering the 2nd year of my degree.

i hope to strive the very best of my and use my potential to the fullest.

i will promise myself tat i will work extremely hard my way.

mayb others cant see it, bt in the end, i will know wat i did.

working hard does mean i take off all my pleasure.

i am not a serious person, so if i tak off all out it, i will be psycho now.

haha

anyway, i will do it.

like wat i always say,

try my best and leave the rest.

^^

the future

the future?

why we are not surpose to know about the future?

why cant evrything be known b4 we act?

mayb u can say that if we were to know everything then there wont be surprises?

but wat if it is not surprises?

what if its a disaster?

what i see now is a world or gamble.

we have to trust stg that not sure.

stg that mayb it finaly turn out not being so.

bcoz the fate is unknown.

some se the future as bright as the sun.

some see the future as black as coal.

its so mysterious, unknown, not trust worthy and many more.

dont tell me tat its bcoz there is lack of confidence?

sometimesu just dont know wat happens tomoro.

even though u r the sultan of malaysia, the queen of england,

but still, the are still human being.

thats why they say oni the GOD knows.

haha..

what a way to say things.

to me, i think that just go with the wind, and direct it when it din go ur way.

be happy, thats up most important.

coz when u are happy, u dun mind to get a long turn back whenu make mistakes

when one is happy, they dun mind if others have bring trouble to them,

instate they are willing to help too,.

the world is never known.

even fate can be change.

the oni thing that stay permanent in this world is changing.

that is why the world is unknown.