fate

what is fate?

is it good?

or is it hurting?

fate is the thing u call when two stangers into having intimacy relationship.

there is always fate around you.

just that you din notice and appreciate it.

all the people around you that you know are being bond with this word FATE.

haiz....

i see a lot of couples getting together lately in the people around me.

and i ask myself where is mine??

ask who? cupid? and ask when is the spear going to strike through my "price" ?

haha...

anyhow, this is a nature thing.

so cannot be forced but to wait.
^^

so,

have faith.

^^

sad sad o... how cum le?

i feel so sad out of a sudden.

i dunno why.
something is bodering me lately, but i repressed it.
i know.

actualy things dont have to be so clear at times, but what's my value?
am i worthy enough to be respected? to be love? to be remembered? to be special?
i can be passive , i can dont say a word, i can dont have any responsibility or title given to me, but what i want is just a little pure heart that tells me how worthy i am.
not to say u can have me any time and thow me aside anytime.
im sorry, i cant accept that.
what i want is just conistency to treat me as u like, pure from your heart.

maintaning something special or great is not easy.
bcoz what does change in this world is "changing"
"changing" in this world is always consistent.
nothing will be the same as before except "changing"

people come, people go.
if they stay, they are sent to teach u a lesson, when u master it, they go.
no one will actualy stay beside u forever.
but ur memory does.

all the sweet memories u have that cannot b taken away.
it will b misplace, but one day it will come out again when u need it.
so treasure the happy times and the special moment you have.
keep it save and sound where u can always open and see once in a while.
to cheer u up when ur down, and to motivate urself throughout the hardtimes.

keep up the good work, continue to love people around u, be nice and kind to everyone and YOUSELF.

let go when you know you have to, hold it when it is worthy to be hold.
trust urself, dont give up so easily when u never ever tried.
at least once, then take the best out of it and let it go when it end.

^^ relaxation

i just went for a hypnosis talk on last sunday.

i was fun and also cold.

haha... coz i choose a sit which is facing directly from the aircon.

coldddddddddd....

but i was so amace that i was realy hypnotize by my fren yj and seeing my self consciously.

haha...

weird.... scary...

haha...

anyhow, funnnnnnnnnnn!!! =P

haha.. who wana be hypnotize by me tel me..

haha... lets discover hypnosis consciosly..

^^

then i oso lern how to relax by being hypnotise..

so overall hypnosis i when u realy focus and relax and you willing to be hynotize.

^^ wakakaka..

presentation week

haha..

all assignments and exams are over..

now left presentations.

i just finsih my counseling skills' presentation.

so far so good lo.

i did my best to perform myself la..

still can improve la..

but in a limited and given time, i did what i can lo..

hehe

well..

dunno la..

lately my friend has admited to hospital.

he is fine but the doctor still can't tell what is wrong with him.

so.. here i wish him to get well soon lo.

^^

1+1=-1

what does (1+1= -1) means to you?

can you figure it out?

one day, my friend ask me this question.
and i try to use mathematic method to solve it.
it end up coming out like this :

1+1 = -1

1 = -1 -1

0 = -1-2

= -3

from this answer, i interpret that is 3 person are in a sad situation.
this is what usualy ppl around me called, triangle love.

i think that love is surpose to be a 2 ppl thing, but
unfortunately, there is one more person who's loves is equal as the other 2.

therefore, from the initial question, 1+1 = -1
that is in the end, one person sad better than 3 person.

so, let the 2 ppl love each other and one retreat.
then they will live a better and happier live.

^^ gambateh!!
live happy forever !!
hapily ever after.

i hope that every couple will be sweet untill infinity
^^

wakaka ^^

wakakaka... ^^
so happy.. u know why?
coz i finaly finish all my exam and all my assignments.
wakaka..
after a few weeks of not enough slp.
today im gona slp a lot untill im satisfy.
hahaah..
but i have earn a lot of thing and knowledge during this few weeks.
making new friends and getting to know the importance of friendship.
haha.. good good ^^
hope you all out there, although you are going through hard times,
you still you gain something for urself.
coz when you give, you will receive stg greater and better.
^^ gambateh o!!
go go go
^^

in a situation of happy and sad

i think im too stress.
dont have enough sleep lately.
haiz... =.=Zzzzzzz
then end out being too sensitive again.
well, but the happy part is, my birthday is coming in 58 minutes later.
wakaka...
dont know what will happen.
haha...
but anyhow, still have to stuck infront of tv and work on with my assignments.
^^
so......
i here wish myself "HaPpY bIrThDaY"
hehe... paiseh la...
20 ady lo..
^^