April 27, a day to remember

oh my god!!

i cant belive what i did yesterday...

hahahaha..

i was so fun and fabulos.

great day.

wakakakaka^^

i am so happy and satisfy with yesterday.

haha

u know what happen?

at first i went out with my friend benny to have breakfast(dimsum)

haha..

then later on when i reach home,

my best friend came along to my house.

and then both of us spend the whole afternoon to update and design our tb7 friendster

haha..

so fun and geram

coz we edit and edit and edit

and finaly it sparks wth perfect.

haha

then we were hungry and ask benny out for diner

he was so blur at first becoz he just woke up at around 5 to 6pm

den when we reach murni we saw baobao

that was carmen's bf

den we so miss carmen and ask her to cam out for a drink

haha..

den we chat chat chat untill 11 something den we decided to give yoyo a surprise.

wakakaka

this is where the climax begins.

haha

at first it was oni benny voice and she thought that oni he wanted to wish her happy birthday,

then suddenly benny on the loudspeaker and all of us sang a birthday song for her and said our names and wish her individually.

haha..

she was so shock and surprise that all of us was together to great her.

^^

den yoke lee suggested that why dun we go genting one round to get some cool air and come down later?

haha..

u know what we did??

yes!!

we was so spontaneous and advanterous and went up to genting with the 10 of us.

wakakakaka.

hahaha

damn cool la..

haha..

when we reach there the birthay gal, yoyo, was so happy that she great us with a great smile.

haha

she din expected that thing will go this far,

untill genting le..

u think what??

haha..

this is tb7 i said.

haha.

den we sang "wo huai nian de"

got rock, classic, ocastra,hip hop and many more..

we was so high.

haha.

den later on about 5 am in the morning

we went down and have the "sambal dimsum" we had

wakakaka.

untill about 7 am

that was the end of the trip

haha.

so that was how i spend my gentip nmidnite trip

on april 27.

wakaka.^^

the second subject ^^

hahaha..

finaly oni left 2 more to go..

YEAH~~
very happy..

haha..

i just back from having a breakfast with benny.

hahaha..

we went for dim sum.

so nice

hahaha...

great meal.

yesterday

after d exam, i went home and take some rest.

later i went for diner wf some friends AND THEN

I SLEEP FROM 8PM TO 11PM.

WAKAKAKAKA...

its been a long time that i ever slp untill so nice la...

hahahaha..

good sleep.

haha...

^^

so i conclude here that sleep is very important.

espacialy the girls.

a good and enough sleep can make ur skin look more nicer and more radient.

so sleep well and get enough sleep.

^^

finaly, the day has come

huuhhhhh...

finaly, the first social psychology is over.

today is the first day of my exam week.

after this i still got 3 more exam to go.

here i motivate myself

Go Go Go !!!

Gambateh!!!

^^

just 3 more oni

U CAN!! ^^

hahaha...

and to all of those who are striving for the finals

go go go!!

dont give up hope

as long as u try ur best

you have nothing to fear

coz u did a fantastic job

^^

no fear

U CAN!

Yeah yeah yeah!!

v(^^)v

what do u think of me?

when u see me or hear my name or even just look at my blog,

what do u think of me?

what kind of person am i?

am i weird?

am i silly?

or nothing come through ur mind?

anything good about me to be said?

anything special ?

coz lately i've been through some hard times and seems like no one knows the good of me.

no one told me or even realise how good i am.

this is when i started to question myself, am i that bad?

that hard to be notice?

u may see me as a quite person at times,

mayb u think that i dun care bout others.

your wrong

i do care about those around me and those i know.

i motivate you if you were down.

i support you till the fullest is u need one.

i will always be there when you need me.

but who should i call when i am down?

who know that i am sad when i am crying?

who can make me laugh and tell em everything will be fine?

no one.

how sad to say but it is the truth.

oni i myself know it all.

sometimes, i just need to cry out and shout out saying "i am sad" "i am crying, dont u see that?"

oh well, i still hope some one will appear in front of my face and tell me it all will be fine soon.

the clouds will be blow away before u know it.

the sky will be sunny bright with rainbow on it.

i will be waiting for u.

MaTuRiTy

am i childish?

what is consider childish to u?

play play and never do homework?

or say things never go through brain?

or do some really irritable actions?

to me, to be a child is a very happy thing.

u know why?

do u see children holding books of politics?

you only see children holding books of carttons and fiction.

why?

because they are pure and belief in this world that have miricles and magics.

why are adults so realistic?

and what they dream as a kid did not strive to it later in life.

they give up their dreams, ambition and most of all the "meaning in life".

nowadays life just being so stressfull and no one know how to laugh and smile anymore.

so to me, in some occation, being childish and playfull are a way to make u feel alive again.

the way of knowing how to laugh and smile is the best medicine in life for all obsatcles.

am i worth?

did i did stg wrong to those who have treat me like this?
why should i receive such a treatment?
if i ask myself, i did good.
i treat you all with care and love.
and what i get?
apologise and mistakes?
what??
everyone is born to be worthy of something.
and can't mine be so?
or mine is just not in the form of love?
when i was down who knows?
you may say if i nvr tell no one will know.
but how should i tell?
where is my angel that guide me?
i need you.
i feel so lonely and being worthless.
why cant everyine just treat me good?
i dun wana hate someone, anyone.
please dun make me to do so.
but if i keep all in me, i will burst one day.
god , please help me.
SOS.
!.!

miss u

miss u la my blog...
very very long din come here and write my feelings d...
so where hsve i been ? and what did i do?
haha...
study study and study

hope to get good grades o...
going through some hard times here.
hope the clouds would go away soon.

i suddenly think of something saying like this,
being transparent is a hard hard thing to achive.
i know understand why ppl where masks.
and changing different one where they meet different ppl.

for example, when someone fart in front of you and you knwo who it is.
you will tend to not show out the expression of knowing he did it.
and put on a fake smile which sending out sign of nothing happen.

some say this is being polite but in the same way they are cursing in the heart.
well i oso dunno what i should do in that situation but to smile.
so, its hard being transparent and ask, did u just farted??
not wanting to shame that person who farted but in a way want to be honest.
so ppl just tend to act duno and walk away.

what would you do to be transparent and honest?

im sick

huhuhu...

pity me..

im gona get sick soon...

out of all why now?

im gona prepare for study le...

dun gt sick now la

plz..

or gt sick now and gt well soon b4 exam..

if not i die lo...

pity me le...

but dun worry...

just a small flu..

will take care of myself d...

wont surrender to the "sick" .