miss u

miss u la my blog...
very very long din come here and write my feelings d...
so where hsve i been ? and what did i do?
haha...
study study and study

hope to get good grades o...
going through some hard times here.
hope the clouds would go away soon.

i suddenly think of something saying like this,
being transparent is a hard hard thing to achive.
i know understand why ppl where masks.
and changing different one where they meet different ppl.

for example, when someone fart in front of you and you knwo who it is.
you will tend to not show out the expression of knowing he did it.
and put on a fake smile which sending out sign of nothing happen.

some say this is being polite but in the same way they are cursing in the heart.
well i oso dunno what i should do in that situation but to smile.
so, its hard being transparent and ask, did u just farted??
not wanting to shame that person who farted but in a way want to be honest.
so ppl just tend to act duno and walk away.

what would you do to be transparent and honest?