emotional unstable

haiz...
was under some emotional unstable.
long time din cry until so much ady..
very sad la..
din experience these much emotion in a long itme liao la..
suddenly get this kind of thing will die la..
haiz...
sad sad sad
think back of some bad memory of how i was being fool and trust some one so much and end up all lie.
haiz...
lie lie lie..
what is there to lie about?
i know im stupid to trust you, but why do you wana treat me like this?
dont i deserve better?
what did i did wrong that i wound have to have this kind of treatment?
haiz
men are strange, bad, and like to dont be responsible for their actions.
why?why can't ,men be men?
take girls for granted.
haiz, disapointed.
i know u may say not all guys are like this, but if u area men, what would u feel if that guys are not reaponsible?
shame?happy?it "should"?
i dunno la..
whatever la.