Todays discovery + HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Today, when i was searching for my internship's place on google,

i accidently found a blog about a page of statement

that the place that im going for the next 3 months of industrial training,

named Ti-Ratana Welfare Society's

had once had their girl dormitory caught fire in the early morning of 8th of August 2008, the day the world celebrated the opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympics.

I still remember that day i was so enjoying my time on watching the opening ceremony,

and only now i realized that day may had suffer to struggle through their life.

One young little girl only at the age of 7 could not survive the fire as she was pinned to her bed by fallen objects plus, with the intense fire no one could help her.

On that very day, many young boys and girls had loss most of their belongings.

This person's blog (http://sanctuaryofhope.blogspot.com/2008/09/bereavement-for-orphan-perished-in-fire.html) made an impact on me that we have to cherish what we have

as w would never hold onto it forever, especially our love ones.

As tomorrow is mother's day,

remember to send your regards to our loving mother.

a great person of everyone of us,

that brings us what we are today,

that make us who we are.

Tell her how much you love her,

thats all she needs from you.

A warm message conveying your true words from the deepest bottom of your heart.

=)

~LOVE STORY MEETS VIVA LA VIDA~ SWEET DEDICATION FROM A DAD TO HER LITTLE CUTE DAUGHTER, SARAH.

Firstly, hello to my dearest blog which i left for quite some time.

its been great for me this few months.

Many adventures brings to more excitements each and every day.

Although i've been busy with my adventures, i never forget the day i had before,

that is with my family and friends.

Yea!! you guys and gals out there u thought tat i will be forgetting u all and never write here again dont u?

haha

Nope. i will come up here and leave my marks whenever i have the chance.

Actually im having my exams now.

But i have something great to share.

As fathers' day is near, i wish to show how a father's love can be express to their child.

=)

A video i saw today entitled

"LOVE STORY (Taylor Swift) meets VIVA LA VIDA (Coldplay) - Piano Cello - by Jon Schmidt " in my facebook.

Some say its an epic, soe say its magical, i say its wonderful piece of work.

Because i trully feel the love for daughter and music.

Both passion cmbines and intertwined to create a novel and unique piece of art, music to share with others.

haha

Well, u may see me bragging as if am an artist, but, what i say is what i trully feel.

Im genuine and congruence.

haha

Sorry, i learn too much of counseling.

haha

ok.

Its really nice to see this video.

=)

enjoy!

Muaksss!!!

P/s: the video i added in my blog below.

scroll down for the worthwhile video.

=)

Hidden Treasure

Just yesterday my mind was filled with all of Mariah Carey's song.

All old and new (E=MC2) and obviously plus the funny american idol of 'Ken Lee.

Now, this instance only i realise that i actually know all of Mariah Carey's Songs,

and the weirdess thinsg is i actually like them.

haha..

Wow, can't belive that i actually like Mariah Carey's songs.

She is really a diva, i feel teh emotions in her when i see her sing.

Great feeling.

=)

Before this,

a few weeks ago, my tutor, Mr. Yusof was talking about Mariah Carey and all,

I didn't belive that she was taht great and dont recall any of her songs,

and now, its all in my head,

where it should fill with my coming exams' notes i 9th, 12th, and 15th of this month.

haha...

but as u all know ,

songs are more eaier to get in people's mind than teh old boring notes.

but life goes on that i have to get serious on my exams now

coz its getting NEARER.

so, BYE for now and i will get back soon.

=)

THE Pet Society

Hello =)
I'm baaaaaaaaccccckkk ~~

haha... miss me?

always wondering where have i've been?

haah..

tell you the truth,

i was buzying with my school work and

playing a great game.

that is "The Pet Society"

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yep. this game is realy cool.

i thought that it is quite boring but due to the holidyas i played and now im adicted to it.

haha... its in my list od task whenever and wherever i go.

wakakaka..

it is a game where one can meet people all over the world and even France, Paris, my dream place.

not only that, it is a on going game.

what i mean here is that it will keep updating everyday and it had costumes and furnitures and many more just like real life.

now, its getting near Christmas and it had christmas trees and decorations and also turkey as food and toys.

haha..

it eally make my day..

im so excited when new things are in the shops for me to buy.

new furnitures, new clothes, new walpaper, new foods and toys...

wow, it just a great game.

and the funny thing is, one day when i was in school and i wanted to open my facebook and play this game, those who were in the lab was all, ( really All) playing this game,

im so proud of myself that i was in a quite a high level

haha

=)

try it !! (recommended!!)

long time no see

haha..

to my dear blog..
long time i have never talk to u bout my little secrects that kept in my heart.
yeah..
thats the main reason i created u.

to share my secrect when i could not share with others but u.
sometimes its not that i dun wana open my mouth and tell
but thats just too much to say and i worry that others wont have the time and patients to listen to me.

trust me, i really wanted to tell
but when i see others have their own problem and things to do, i realy cannot bare to see them suffer even more to listen to my sadness.

yeah, so theres a lot in my heart that i wish there wouldnt be in there.
but im not gona start with that now
now im gona start with saying im gona face my finals for this semester soon on the 9th of this month
so wish my good luck and i will try my vey best.

=)

here i wish all my dear friends those who are striving for ur exams

Gambateh ! Gmbateh! Gambateh!

Go Go GOOoo ~~

haha...

friends

i have once thought that friendship is something cannot be compared to love.
i have also once thought that frinedship is forever.
now i know that we humans interact well and become friends.
as the wise says
people come and go through our life,
but friends make a mark in our life.
if we like them
we chat more and understands more.
when we are close,
we are understanding and always looking at the other side of view,
untill we love them so much
we care and forgive them always.
fate brought us together as friends.
no one is perfect.
we have to give chances to people in order to help become a better person.
what we do is to serve as a mirror to others.
showing and reminding what they have to do and what is right to do.
friends help each other but not hurt each other.
if we dont like each other
we wont be friends.
we respect and honor the other people's decision.
but if it hurts, we tell them and remind them that.
sometimes our actions affects others without knowing
that is what friends are for.
reminding the forgotten.

i miss u

my dearest blog
sorry for that i did not come to write here in such a long time.
i am bz currenly doing my asisgnments.
due to the fact i have five subject this sem, and the higher level of understand ing is needed i have to pay more attention in it.
OMG. LOL/
im writing as if im doing my report.
wakaka ^^
cannot cannot.
come back come back.
haha..
back.
the second version.
such a damn long time never write here ady.
miss u la my blog.
neve update any news to u.
so sry ya..
^^
well. for ur imformation im stil single and hoping that my true love will appear soon.
haha..
while waiting, im focusing a lot on my studies and now bz with assignments.
as u know utar, once the assignment is given everyone is like crazy lloking for resources from library to internet resources.
so, im too have to become one of the norm.
haha..
bt still i do have my lazy side that is atching dramas with my family .
i've change.
i dunno is becoz of my hair got cut short
or bcoz i got a few days fever.
haha, i can tell u that i have change.
last itme i do not wish to go home after school and wish to linger around until the day is dark.
but now, even though i just wen to school for 2 hours class, i will want to go straight home after that.
just dunno why.
having the feelingof home is the most comfortable place for me.
as the saying goes,"home sweet home"
^^
so..
to those who miss their home, i understand ur feeling and encourage u to go home often.
go to ur family and love ones.
they miss u too.
^^

im sick

meeting new old friend

haha

confuse with the word "new old friend" ?

^^

someitmes i may say or do things very wierd.

but

tat is me

haha..

i think that now oni me, everyone also have their unique way of do or saying things.

unique in the sense of no one understands or not the norm.

where everyone does it in the same way.

the phrase "new old friend" here can be knowing a person for a long time(old friend) but just getting close with that person recently(new).

haha

or it can also be the other way round.

it all depends how u experinece and perceive things.

im made me quite happy that im getting to know a long lost friend that i knew from primary school.

haha..

long huh??

yeap. it indeed is that long.

recently oni got his contact number n oni recently know that he already has his own shop in law yat selling laptops.

wat a great thing to hear after such a long time.

and im oni starting my second yr without any income.

haha

irony it may seems but still everyone grew up with their own destiny to go..

^^

so here it is, the faith of 2 different ppl when they grow up.

a new start

seeing my dearest friend moving to kampar to futhur her studies i have a sudden feel of missing stg.

n only now i realise that it is her i that i miss.
a good n best friend i had

that always gives me support n fun
crazy days n nights going out ,adventuring with her.

hope she will be find going to a totally new place with total new experience.
i know that being new is not an obstacle to her.
because she is kl
haha
^^

yes.
that is her.
she is always strong when she meets obstacles.
n i had learn a lot from her.

from a unconfident personality of mine to a crazy gal i have been.
the days i spent with her was great, amazing n unforgetable.

i hope she can see this,

to tell her that"fai fai, i miss u truely. do come back often n take good care of urself always. anything plz call me n tell me. ^^ "

lets pray hard that she could oversome rocky mountains.
^^

god bless her

autuism

today i was so clumsy that i travel early to school for the tutorial class, which is told loudly that on the 1st week of school will not be needed to attend the tutorial classes.

haha..

how silly was i to realise that there is still 2 hrs more before the lecture starts.

^^ oh well.

then so i reach jaya one at around 11 stg and went to starbucks for a sit till class starts( 1pm)

i was so relax with the enviroment of starbucks

woth a cup of grande mango passion.

BUT eventualy my poket money was running out.

haha

due to the fact that i went to starbucks again after class at berjaya timesquare's border's .

this time i ordered a caramel coffeehot and a cake called NOIR.

if not mistaken its fill with black chocolate and cheese with a cookie in the middle.

at fisrt i went to the borders to look for my textbooks

but then i found autuism instate.

so i look futher to other more.

and took few books from that shelf

all was about autuism.

den i found one book quite interesting,

den i caught me for few hours of reading that book.

it said wat is autuism and how to know when one has autuism.

i had a projsct on disable children lately and i thought i might help me.

indeed it help.

know i know what is ASD,PDD & apraiser's.

mayb im slow but at least i know now.

^^

what a day.

2nd year

im about to enter a new begining of a new year in my academic.

im entering the 2nd year of my degree.

i hope to strive the very best of my and use my potential to the fullest.

i will promise myself tat i will work extremely hard my way.

mayb others cant see it, bt in the end, i will know wat i did.

working hard does mean i take off all my pleasure.

i am not a serious person, so if i tak off all out it, i will be psycho now.

haha

anyway, i will do it.

like wat i always say,

try my best and leave the rest.

^^

the future

the future?

why we are not surpose to know about the future?

why cant evrything be known b4 we act?

mayb u can say that if we were to know everything then there wont be surprises?

but wat if it is not surprises?

what if its a disaster?

what i see now is a world or gamble.

we have to trust stg that not sure.

stg that mayb it finaly turn out not being so.

bcoz the fate is unknown.

some se the future as bright as the sun.

some see the future as black as coal.

its so mysterious, unknown, not trust worthy and many more.

dont tell me tat its bcoz there is lack of confidence?

sometimesu just dont know wat happens tomoro.

even though u r the sultan of malaysia, the queen of england,

but still, the are still human being.

thats why they say oni the GOD knows.

haha..

what a way to say things.

to me, i think that just go with the wind, and direct it when it din go ur way.

be happy, thats up most important.

coz when u are happy, u dun mind to get a long turn back whenu make mistakes

when one is happy, they dun mind if others have bring trouble to them,

instate they are willing to help too,.

the world is never known.

even fate can be change.

the oni thing that stay permanent in this world is changing.

that is why the world is unknown.

LoVe

Today, i woke up and listen to some oldies.

Those songs are so passionat that it is all a bout love.

& now im so passionate to say things about love.

There are a wide division on how ppl see in love.

To me,

LoVe is a 4 letter words which represent one being cherish, appreciated, cared for, protected. & would never ever be hurt just as precious as life.

Knowing that it is the same lvl of importance as life has only one chance.

"Till death do us appart"

as said in the vow of marriage.

Just a simple LOVE represent such a lot of meaningful & sacred symbols in life that complete a person's life.

Many thought that being cared, being understanded, being love is teh most important thing in LOVE. that is why when problems arrives, many forget that being able to be with each other is the most treassured thing to own.

Then, many think that "he dont love me anymore, he had change, he is not the one i fall for.

In the end, they separate because of own assumtions and not letting the other to explain.

Because their doors to their heart has close,

there is no trust & faith in each other anymore

just because the FORGOT TO TRUST.

TOLERANCE,

therefore is the key to open the doors

being patient,empathy, & unconditonal positive regard.

Sometimes, as we get older, we tend to be realistic and we dont trust,even ourselves.

But things just some times needs a little faith in magic and luck.

Then, things will turn out a "happy ending" after all.

^^

REMEMBER TRUST AND TOLERANCE.

HaPpY hOlIdAyS... ^^

wakakaka...

im free... yeah!!

free from my exam

free from not enough sleep

free from stress

hahaah...

yeah!!

^^

i finaly can sleep untill wat time i wish.

do wat i want

watch movie la..

go shopping la..

go sing k la..

haha..

anything.

^^

i will enjoy although its a short holiday

coz my school starts on 26th of may

so...

anyway, i will enjoy while i can

hehe..

^^

so , i here wish everyone who is having holidays like me to have a wonderfull holiday

and those who are not having holidays will still enjoy their everyday life with the fullest excitment..

haha

^^

emotional unstable

haiz...
was under some emotional unstable.
long time din cry until so much ady..
very sad la..
din experience these much emotion in a long itme liao la..
suddenly get this kind of thing will die la..
haiz...
sad sad sad
think back of some bad memory of how i was being fool and trust some one so much and end up all lie.
haiz...
lie lie lie..
what is there to lie about?
i know im stupid to trust you, but why do you wana treat me like this?
dont i deserve better?
what did i did wrong that i wound have to have this kind of treatment?
haiz
men are strange, bad, and like to dont be responsible for their actions.
why?why can't ,men be men?
take girls for granted.
haiz, disapointed.
i know u may say not all guys are like this, but if u area men, what would u feel if that guys are not reaponsible?
shame?happy?it "should"?
i dunno la..
whatever la.

April 27, a day to remember

oh my god!!

i cant belive what i did yesterday...

hahahaha..

i was so fun and fabulos.

great day.

wakakakaka^^

i am so happy and satisfy with yesterday.

haha

u know what happen?

at first i went out with my friend benny to have breakfast(dimsum)

haha..

then later on when i reach home,

my best friend came along to my house.

and then both of us spend the whole afternoon to update and design our tb7 friendster

haha..

so fun and geram

coz we edit and edit and edit

and finaly it sparks wth perfect.

haha

then we were hungry and ask benny out for diner

he was so blur at first becoz he just woke up at around 5 to 6pm

den when we reach murni we saw baobao

that was carmen's bf

den we so miss carmen and ask her to cam out for a drink

haha..

den we chat chat chat untill 11 something den we decided to give yoyo a surprise.

wakakaka

this is where the climax begins.

haha

at first it was oni benny voice and she thought that oni he wanted to wish her happy birthday,

then suddenly benny on the loudspeaker and all of us sang a birthday song for her and said our names and wish her individually.

haha..

she was so shock and surprise that all of us was together to great her.

^^

den yoke lee suggested that why dun we go genting one round to get some cool air and come down later?

haha..

u know what we did??

yes!!

we was so spontaneous and advanterous and went up to genting with the 10 of us.

wakakakaka.

hahaha

damn cool la..

haha..

when we reach there the birthay gal, yoyo, was so happy that she great us with a great smile.

haha

she din expected that thing will go this far,

untill genting le..

u think what??

haha..

this is tb7 i said.

haha.

den we sang "wo huai nian de"

got rock, classic, ocastra,hip hop and many more..

we was so high.

haha.

den later on about 5 am in the morning

we went down and have the "sambal dimsum" we had

wakakaka.

untill about 7 am

that was the end of the trip

haha.

so that was how i spend my gentip nmidnite trip

on april 27.

wakaka.^^

the second subject ^^

hahaha..

finaly oni left 2 more to go..

YEAH~~
very happy..

haha..

i just back from having a breakfast with benny.

hahaha..

we went for dim sum.

so nice

hahaha...

great meal.

yesterday

after d exam, i went home and take some rest.

later i went for diner wf some friends AND THEN

I SLEEP FROM 8PM TO 11PM.

WAKAKAKAKA...

its been a long time that i ever slp untill so nice la...

hahahaha..

good sleep.

haha...

^^

so i conclude here that sleep is very important.

espacialy the girls.

a good and enough sleep can make ur skin look more nicer and more radient.

so sleep well and get enough sleep.

^^

finaly, the day has come

huuhhhhh...

finaly, the first social psychology is over.

today is the first day of my exam week.

after this i still got 3 more exam to go.

here i motivate myself

Go Go Go !!!

Gambateh!!!

^^

just 3 more oni

U CAN!! ^^

hahaha...

and to all of those who are striving for the finals

go go go!!

dont give up hope

as long as u try ur best

you have nothing to fear

coz u did a fantastic job

^^

no fear

U CAN!

Yeah yeah yeah!!

v(^^)v

what do u think of me?

when u see me or hear my name or even just look at my blog,

what do u think of me?

what kind of person am i?

am i weird?

am i silly?

or nothing come through ur mind?

anything good about me to be said?

anything special ?

coz lately i've been through some hard times and seems like no one knows the good of me.

no one told me or even realise how good i am.

this is when i started to question myself, am i that bad?

that hard to be notice?

u may see me as a quite person at times,

mayb u think that i dun care bout others.

your wrong

i do care about those around me and those i know.

i motivate you if you were down.

i support you till the fullest is u need one.

i will always be there when you need me.

but who should i call when i am down?

who know that i am sad when i am crying?

who can make me laugh and tell em everything will be fine?

no one.

how sad to say but it is the truth.

oni i myself know it all.

sometimes, i just need to cry out and shout out saying "i am sad" "i am crying, dont u see that?"

oh well, i still hope some one will appear in front of my face and tell me it all will be fine soon.

the clouds will be blow away before u know it.

the sky will be sunny bright with rainbow on it.

i will be waiting for u.