am i worth?

did i did stg wrong to those who have treat me like this?
why should i receive such a treatment?
if i ask myself, i did good.
i treat you all with care and love.
and what i get?
apologise and mistakes?
what??
everyone is born to be worthy of something.
and can't mine be so?
or mine is just not in the form of love?
when i was down who knows?
you may say if i nvr tell no one will know.
but how should i tell?
where is my angel that guide me?
i need you.
i feel so lonely and being worthless.
why cant everyine just treat me good?
i dun wana hate someone, anyone.
please dun make me to do so.
but if i keep all in me, i will burst one day.
god , please help me.
SOS.
!.!