a perfect day ^^ haha

haha, today was perfect.

know why?

ok, 1stly, it was bcoz it was sim yee's birthday.

happy birthday sim yee ^^

2ndly, i won the debate for life span.

3rdly, i went to sing k with my good friends, and was so happy to see all of them, especially benny. haha, so miss u la shi fu ^^

4thly, and the most important 1 is that my mum is back for holidays.

wakakaka ^^ so happy today.

and all i can attent. haha.. great ^^

huhhh.. what a day.. ^^

haha.. what a day.

today was an ordinary day with me going to school and attending classes.

hmmmm...

then me and ian went for a drink at old town(lately the most frequent place)

haha ^^

so long no see liao... chat a lot and also talk a lot of nonsence..

wakakaka ^^

u know me.. ^^

actually is ian that do the talking and i listen.. blekk..

then when i reach maluri, at the bus stop, a middle age lady just happen to saw my text book entitiled "therapy and practice of counselling and psychotherapy"

then she start ask me what they teach me in it

later on start reviewing her questions and problem.

wah...

i was abit anxious, coz i just study it like not long ago.

but then i help her out abit with explanig this and that lo.

then she was so happy that she finaly found a solution, and she wants my number.

well, i realy do want to help la. so i just give my hand phone number to her lo.

then hope that she can solve her problems.

wish you luck ya

hehe ^^

a memorable day

today i went to kuala selangor for a one day trip ^^

i make a lot of friends today, all also very funny and nice to be with.

at first, we gathered at maluri at 8am.

because the delay of few people, so we only start our journey at 9am.

then it took about 2 hrs to that ophanage home.

we played quite a few games with the little children( most of them are malays)

that are very exciting and we build our intimacy relationship.

they were so happy today that we came, especially when the present giving time.

all full with smile and laughter.

after an exhausted time for playing games,

we rest and then have our lunch with the malay trade mark, nasi lemak with delicious sambal.

haha ^^ so nice, summore got karipuff and kuih-muih.

later on, we visited the place where all the children play and sleep.

their home.

it is not like what you imagine.

it is just like an ordinary home with televisions and all.

so comfort and warm. good for the orphans. keep up the good work. ^^

then we went to bukit melawati. to let mokey see us.

wakakaka. there were so many of them.

all over the place.

i find it to be abit geli.

next, our journey bring us to sekenjang. where the padi field is.

but unfortunately, it had been harverse. so, cannot plant or see anything.huhu..

futhermore, its time for diner, we reach the fishermans' place

where all the seafood are there for us to eat.

haha ^^

we had such a great meal, with the full set of prawn, fish and crab.

when we ate the crab, all of our hands are fill with source, haha ^^ dirty dirty..

i bought so many things from there.

especially there prawn cracker. it was os cheep that i just couldnt stand to buy.

haha, n so i bought about RM30 of snacks.

haha, all for my family la. coz miss them and wish that they could join.

haha ^^

later on, on the way back in the bus, we all started to get close(especially girls)

then all start asking names and taking numbers. even taking pictures.

wakaka... ^^

so fun. i think we were the noisiers in the bus. haha, well, u know me.^^

overall, i like it. it is a memorable day for me.

why? does anyone know?

why do i get hurt so easily?
eventhough it is a small matter, it also hurts me n make me cry.

i've always known that im sensitive. easily get mad or angry at things.
but i don't like myself when i show out my feelings. thats why i keep it.
but i am also a person who doesn't like to keep things inside my heart.
it is so painfull that nonody can understand.

i am understanding,

mayb too understanding untill i change n make myself to keep the pain to myself.

is that a bad thing or a good thing??

i don't like to argue or fight( doent count in joking/ playing)

i realy don't, it only hurts me deeper.

but mayb you all think that im that kind of person who like s to find things to argue.

im lost. i realy do not know what to do.

if im good n understanding, im the one who gets d pain.

but if im not that tolarant or understanding,

it will oni end up argueing.

what should i do?

cant anyone just understand me?

why should i always be the one to understand people, to suffer the pain alone?

why i dont just let those who hurt me to feel the pain instate of keeping it to myself?

what can i do to avoid this?

when i cry, i need someone to hold me n tell me everything is gona be ok.

when im down,i need someone to just solve all the problems i have for me so that i can be happy again.

when im sad, i need someone to ask me "are you ok?" and cheer me up with funny jokes so that to lighten me again.

i am not a depress person, so happen that i have to face a lot of problems alone.

facing the problems alone is not such a big matter, but being alone when nobody care or know?

thats a sad thing in my context.

how i wish someone could understand me n be there for me when i am in need.

sigh..........

mayb its all just me. im the one who hace problems. not others.

i do doubt myself. but with no answers only with pain.

sad huh? dont be sad after seeing this. coz i dont wish that to happen to you.

be happy and joyfull as u already are.

continue ur life with excitements and hope.

mayb briging me some when you see me when im down or sad.

i can feel it.

finally... =.="

hey, i finaly can write to my blog d...

so sad la, wanted to say our my feeling for the past few days.

bt unfortunately i cant.

dunno what happen to the line.

does thaipusam has such a big effect?

oni a dy then d line got problem d.

everyone around me got internet problem.

hmmmm.. i wonder.. =.="

well, i've been bz doing with my assignements n attending classes.

i prefer this kind of live(busy) than before staying at home without doing anything but sad.

haha... i feel so much better now compare to the past few months.

a lot had happen but its all in the past which i cant realy do anything.

sigh, sometimes i wish i could.

mayb just to get an honest answer.

why everything also cannot get my point of view first le?

i mean im involve in it d lo.

haiz... sien

so unfair, n im d kind of person who always want to b fair, even to myself.

but no, i always get d opposite.

sigh... sad la...

Just the start of Jan, so many things had happen... haiz

Well, to be frank, a lot had happent to me n my best friends.

y le? like wat ?
like relationship problems la, finace problems la and some family problem lo.
im so tense now. having headache oso... sigh.. -.-"

now i have assingnments, a lot of them. then have to replace class till late late.
haiyo..... y so many replacament class ge?
i oni gt 4 subject, but oso have to study 5 days in a wk.
den summore replacement class like more than other courses...
=.="" how cum? should be lesser la.. bt no. its like d same.

den im so stress now. like wana pass up d assignment 2moro.
actualy it is on 28 feb. but its like 2moro. haiz.... stressssss...
i hvnt even start writing in my own words,wants to see in microsoft word d?
so fast.... makes me think im slow, then like will have 2 rush n cope to tat lvl of speed.
tense la... =.="

A dEsCrIbTiOn Of My NaMe

MY REAL SELF? OR JUST MY NAME?? haha...

What Chrissandra Loke Wye Meign Means :

You are very open.
You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person.
Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life.

You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person.
You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing.

You're a strong person.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel.
You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you.
You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble.
But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.You tend to be pretty tightly wound.
It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak.

Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise.

You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination.
You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.
You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized.
You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong.
You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting.
You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable.
You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious.
You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.
You are friendly, charming, and warm.
You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat.

Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible.
But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are very charming... dangerously so.
You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world.
Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are confident, self assured, and capable.
You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily.
You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it.
And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful.
You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted.

You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people.
You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

A tired day

Today was d most tired day of the month.

Oy My GOD, i went to peer helping on 8am today at school.

den we only break 30mins to an hours of time for lunch.

& its still between the time of 1-2 pm.

Then we all almost order the same dishes (11).

kaka... its "nasi lemak special" at OLD TOWN.haha ^^

There were 14 of us and a counsellor, Ms Ting.

But today i had a very appreciative knowledge of counselling.

Then i gain so many info that i have never had b4.

Both on Life and counseling.

It was how to help to know ourself and then help others.

today i realy love d session we have. i enjoy it (besides the tiredness la)

Then i got to know new friends and whats my impression to them.

haha.. all positive ones .^^

After that we continued untill 7pm.

Just after the sessions finished, it started raining.

haiz... pity me that i was all wet eventhough i got an umbrella from yanjun.

haiz... then i was so cold when i got into Ian's car.

He gave me a ride to Asia Jaya.

Haha, lucky me again.

If not, i oso dunno what time i will be home if it werent Ian.

Thanks ya. ^^

Then travel somemore with lrt n bus.

I reach home bout 8.45 pm lo.

Im so so so tired.

But now cannot sleep yet. coz my hair hvnt dry yet. =.=""

haiz... so slpy now la.. god help me... i wana slp... Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

hahaha ^^

hahaha... Happy Birthday Shoek Ee !!

today v celebrated Sheok Ee's birthday in McDonalds.

our class ended at 9.30 am den waited till 11am for the breakfast in McD to be over

so that can can eat other than "breakfast".

while waiting, we when to The Kings to look see at the cake.

the funny thing is,

because we dunno the birthday girl's favorite cake,

for all sake, we bought chocolate cake. ^^ brilliant?haha..

Because we want to give her a surprise,

we act as nothing and then suddenly sang out loud with

" happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to sheok ee, appy birthday to you. "

haha, then with the help of sim yee, she took all the pictures of it.

what a memory.

den we started to shock sendiri, coz we love to take photoes. wakaka ^^

by chik chak here & there, its time again for us to attend the next class.

next,

there is still another round of activity.

that is we went to mid valley.haha ^^

me n yan jun wanted to buy the"alphabetic bears" in McD like sim yee.

bt all McD does have one that can symbolises our names. how dissapointing... huhuhu =.= ""

then yan jun wanted to buy a pair of jeans n slippers.

but end up that i was buying things. haha ^^

i bought a ring of stars. and a pair of earings which symbolises my name(finaly). haha ^^

lucky me. journey goes that i have to take ktm on my own(1st time) to go home.

Laperouse, Paris (for Sati et pour Monique)

Laperouse

is an amazing historic treasure dating to 1766

and located on the Quai des Grands Augustins along the Seine.

The dining rooms upstairs are incredible jewels:

each little salon is like an art piece in itself,

decorated with mirrors and paintings,

tiles, sculptural details,

crystal chandeliers and sconces,

rugs and furniture that depict a theme.

Le Buci, Paris

Bicycles just sitting there waiting patiently for their persons.

Le Buci is on an ancient intersection that has seen so much history in Paris.

One of the early gates to the medieval city of Paris was right near here, when the old

Louvre palace was still a very fortified place and Paris was inside its first walls.

Buci is named after a count who owned property right next to the ancient gate.

He was also the first president of the parliament of Paris that convened in 1341!!!!

And the name has endured over the centuries.

Bistro 1900, Paris

This evocative little place is on one of the oldest little courtyards in Paris, called Cour du Commerce St. Andre.

The cobblestones are the old style stones, large and multisized.

The sidewalk too is ancient.

This was already one of the courtyards in the 1500's when Philippe Auguste built the wall around historic Paris.

Just down the way is Le Procope, the oldest traditional cafe in the world, opened in the 1600's, when Louis XIV was king.

At the time coffee was the new exciting drink, that excited the mind and loosened the tongue. Coffee and tea houses were also springing up in England.

And here is a detail from the side of the cafe, one of its cheefully decorated windows.

This little courtyard gives on to Cour de Rohan, an equally ancient place.

All the people who have walked here, loved here, had intrigues, planned revolutions,

walked through on the way to the market, stopped to visit friends,

looked up at the sky, thought about their loved ones,

felt afraid of the king or a lord or felt proud to serve the king,

ran after a carriage, got off a horse, enjoyed the sun,

ran for shelter from the rain or snow....

wondered when the war would be over, idled happily on the corner,

celebrated holidays, saw the moon waxing and waning as it made its way across the night sky.

It is just a dream to be in a place like this. Truly.

And kudos to France for protecting and maintaining her national cultural treasures.

Le Souffle, Paris

Monet the painter used to go to the Louvre to study the art there and come here to eat.

Le Souffle is situated on the Right Bank, near the Place Vendome.

It has most likely gotten gentrified a bit in the last few decades but still has an air of charm,

and it's great to think one of my favorite painters used to come here regularly to get his meals.

Just love that cute little neon sign. Just priceless!

Le Procope, Paris

Paris' OLDEST cafe, dating to the 1600's!

The French Revolutionaries met here to plan their moves.

Benjamin Franklin had coffee here, and so did Thomas Jefferson.

When coffee was first introduced here it was considered a 'radical drink' and Madame de Pompadour apparently tried unsuccessfully to have it banned from court. !!

The back entrance to this cafe is on the ancient Cour de Commerce St. Andre which has remained unchanged for centuries.

It has some of Paris' oldest cobblestones and you can see how the street looks in my two images of L'Odeon, a bistro that gives onto that square, in my Cafe set.

The Ancients Watching Traffic

The challenge was always modern day traffic!!

What can I say?

This was taken in the ancient Marais district near Pont Louis-Philippe.

You see here the historic little neighborhood restaurant Chez Julien, and in the background is the ancient church of St. Gervais et St. Protais looming in the darkness.

Then there's the sudden appearance of the 21st century. !!!

See more information on this place here: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Church_Saint-Gervais

La Vagenende, Paris

La Vagenende, Paris

La Vagenende across from L'Odeon is known for its fantastic glass and mirrored
interiors that you catch a glimpse of here. It had been raining on this chilly
winter evening, so no one was outside. But all the ashtrays were carefully laid
out, nevertheless, waiting patiently for some guests to show up!! The lights
were welcoming people to dinner, but mostly people were just getting out of
work as it around 5:30. It being February it was already dark and this shot was
taken without a tripod, by propping the camera up against a car. There was just
barely enough light to get detail in the shadows, but the Canon's histogram
helped a lot to determine a good exposure, and so did bracketing. How to do all
this between dozens of pedestrians streaming by? Ah, yes. That is the trick and
not always easy!!

Le Dome

You can see the reflections of the trees next to the boulevard and of the buildings on the opposite side of the street .... in the windows of this historic facade.

Information about the famous Montparnasse artists' district and its cafe life is available here: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Montparnasse

and fantastic vintage postcards with links to other postcards of this area of Paris are here:paris1900.lartnouveau.com/paris00/le_quartier_montparnass...

This is part of someones's series on the Historic Cafes of Paris.

The recent trip to this marvellous city was focused on recording some of these places that are such a fascinating part of 20th century art history.

In the early 1900's many artists moved to Montparnasse from other districts of Paris as well as from all over the world to participate in what was an international phenomenon of creativity and socializing.

It became quite the scene! Artists came here to study, to learn, to inspire one another, and well........to party!! They were the vanguard of the modern art movement.

Their homes and studios are still visible in this part of Paris, which of course was conveniently located near numerous cafes which they were to make famous.

Le Dome is one of several cafes where they enjoyed meeting one another to discuss art theory and life.

Other cafes are nearby -- grouped around two main intersections at Boulevards Raspail and du Montparnasse.

The Select, La Rotonde, La Coupole, La Closerie des Lilas.....among others..... are all within minutes walking distance.

a confuse day

today was all the while ok in d morning then was so happy
that i can go spend time with my frens, coz we plan to go watch movie.

den turns out they din wana watch.
i had my class untill 2pm den they say they had discussion. so ngam ngam lo.

who knows it turns out they feel tired n dun wana watch d.den din inform me oso.
i tot they were bz so din wana disturbe lo. haizzzz...

its ok la. i know ady, coz they din promise they want to oso.

bt i just tot to have some time spend with them.

next time lo. quite a number of times d beeing disapointed. but i understand la.

so i decided to take lrt to timesquare alone again lo.

since no one is free. who knows i went to timesquare with 2 frens.

haha. n i brought a cap for myself.

which i wanted to buy long time ago d.

today i finaly bought it. haha. ^^

bt den im nt so happy oso.

n d sad mood just came suddenly n i started wanting to cry. haiz. i think i need some time off.

i mean like travel somewhere to take things out of my mind lo. haiz.

i hope someone can just hug me tightly to feel some warmness. i feel so... haiz...

confuseeeeeeee... =.=""

My DrEaM pLaCe ^^

paris paris paris

u know paris? ^^ ofcoz u do. everyone does.

but do u knowthats my dream place?

i dream of paris so often that i almost feel it.

haha ^^

i like paris so much. i like d musics, songs, enviroment,views(especialy). wow, i cant imagine that i am there. haha ^^ its so romantic.

i like the streets of paris where u can walk through every coffee shop along the street and when u are tired u can find a special spot n sit down to have a look at the sun set.. ^^

u can even meet ur mr.right there n live hapily ever after. kaka.. ^^

lots n lots of things that are "MAGICAL" can happen around in paris. i just told my friend today about paris and she told me that she wants to go Rome. haha.. thats my 2nd choice.

and we plan to go together as a promise one day.hope it can realy happen coz it can be realy fun.

not all are interested in places like these. but when i know someone who had this crazy idea of doing so, i would be so happy and just talk talk talk untill time flys. haha ^^

well its like that when u can share something u love with those who are interested.

i think this is one of the way how intimacy grows between friends. ^^

15 of january 2008

Good morning.

Here im again writing in my blog. ^^

I Juzrive at my uni b4 ten o'clock. Guess what im doing now?

I have class at 10.30 a.m. then ofcoz is waiting for class to start lo. i know what ur thinking, thinking that im a good student?

haha.. nope. blekk.. ^^

just that i dont like being late n when i walk into class everybody is staring at me as if i've done something wrong. haha ^^

what can i say? bad?

quite but not fully. good? not also. Is just like sometime things can be either black or white, but i'm grey. hehe.. confusing?

no la, dont think so deep. im oni saying as an example. ^^

Well, i think i will write to my blog everyday. Coz thats the purpose of me creating this blog.

For me to write when i got nothng to do.

Actualy i always hear people say they got nothing to do. but think twice they acutualy got something to do. just that its not so iportant or they rather dont do it coz not feeling so.

So dont be so lazy & get up to d something b4 u become a lazy bump.(or u are 1 ady)

haha ^^

my very own 1st blog

haha.. ^^

i finaly get 2 know how 2 create a blog.
actualy i gt a blog in friendster ady, bt i dun quite like d slow moving of it.
so i create a new one here.
this shall be d 1st blog of mine 2 post up.

haha ^^

after a few minute of cliking here n there, here i type my 1st feeling of today.

i had a boring day bt i was lucky enough to get a ride home from my fren. thanks to yoyo. haha ^^

so i take it as even for a day. =)